A lotus is a flower that grows deep in the mud, the
deeper the mud the more beautiful the lotus. I think you have probably heard this saying, it is one that
resides deep in my heart and I am often referring back to it in regards to
practice. Sometimes the practice
is going so well, everything is feeling good, the mind is calm and focused, and
nothing seems to bother you. And
there are times when it seems to be more of a struggle, there is pain in the
body, the mind becomes confused and busy, other things in life seem to be
hurling themselves at you, and time for practice, real quality time becomes
harder to find. It is in those
times I often think of the lotus so symbolic to our spiritual growth. Yes at times we face many obstacles,
but we have to take courage and know that it is with this experience that our
lotus will bloom. We have to learn
to be so adaptable and find the yoga that is truly working for us through our
own experience and nobody else’s.
By learning how to deal with our body and mind system on a daily basis,
trying not to just follow systems dogmatically but to learn when to push
ourselves on and when we need to hold ourselves back. We are all incredibly different at the same time as being one,
which leaves me in amazement. Take
courage to leave the shore of broken shells and dive deeper into a new world of
endless possibilities. To discover
one country we have to leave the last one behind, and for that be brave learn
how to let go, take courage and have faith. Learn how to no know anything, as if we only base our
knowledge on this limited mind we are going to fall down. The world you seek contains more
possibilities than you can imagine, you will be able to see things that you
cannot imagine. If thinking is an
amazing thing then not to think is even more amazing. The only way you can reach that beautiful blooming lotus is
through your experience with your practice, learning how to transform yourself,
not to just be able to sit in a cave in padmasana and reside in bliss, but to
make that experience one you can enjoy in every moment no matter what you are
doing. Removing the chaos around
you to find your peace is not the answer, removing the chaos within you and
being able to float to the heights and continue to float back down at the lower
levels is our goal. Our experience
is the mud and there is no other way than to plough through it. What you will reach with determination
and dedication is indescribable, what you will discover is indescribable, set
sail oh seeker over the oceans of the unknown and discover yourself and shine,
shine brightly like the light that you are.
For now I am enjoying the mud!
Love and light
Om Shanti
Mangala / nicky